The Young and Foolish

I hate myself for my thoughtless, unconcern for the future when I was young. I should have considered every possibility and not have jumped into marriage with a woman I barely knew but genuinely thought I was in love with; however, I didn’t out of the idiotic,  full proof belief that there would be no doubt of our having a son. I never regretted this before; id o now though. On the other hand, my wife is utterly unconcerned; Mrs. Bennet is foolish and oblivious because she is all worked up with pleasure now that her daughter is to marry. In fact, she goes on and on about how they won’t do the wedding right and where Mr. and Mrs. Wickham will live once they are married. I believe I hate my life at the moment.